I Felt It

It's happened to me a few times. One of the first times was when HE and I lost touch conveniently around a time when a new "friend" of his named Sebastian ( I always loved that name) began to come around. I was at work and I felt a sudden and strong tug at my insides. A tug so strong that it extracted a tear from my eye and a grunt from my lips. For some reason I KNEW. I knew exactly what it meant and I called it my "woman's" intuition. Another instance occured when a different HE had began some strange " there's something missing with us" chat. I was at work again ( a different job) listening to a new singer Amerie at the time, " All I Have " when I received the same tug. Again I knew. More recently, I was sitting at my computer one Sunday and got that feeling again. This time I hadn't been consistently dating anybody, but still my mind went to this HE. Maybe something was wrong. Although we hadn't spoken in weeks, I still just knew HE was the reason for the tug. So I texted. And HE replied. He said he was ok. Hmmmm I thought. Then why the tug this time? I pondered and I slept on it. I even came across something that could be the answer. As it crossed my mind today, I thought about all of these situations and I realized this wasn't the intuition tug. That had come much earlier. What this might really be is a tug signaling the confirmation that the connection I'd had with the HE's were now released. The moment that THE HEART ( not your pride) is saying that it's REALLY over. Maybe...

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1st and Love

I love that song. Really.

• When someone is around the age of 25 and begins to reevaluate and second guess their life, it is often noted as " the quarter life crisis" right? Then somewhere in your 50s or 60s when this happens again, it is called " the midlife crisis" right? Well what if this happens when you turn 20 or 23 or 28 or 33 or 44? Is it then that particular year-crisis? Or is the reevaluation and challenge of your life just apart of a person's evolution?


• I watched " He's Just Not That Into You" the other day and I have a couple of thoughts. First, men and women will never understand each other, so they should just accept that. Second, those of us who are men that seek other men, should know better. Shouldn't we?


• Speaking of " He's Just.....", I think that my appreciation for romantic comedies is what keeps me in the hopes for a happy ending. Escaping into that delusion keeps my mind brewing at the thought that I too can one day have a June wedding at The Plaza with a candy buffet.


• How long do you have to be dating someone before you invite them to a gathering with friends? Why do you invite them?


• My cuddle buddy KS is going away to law school. I'm honestly gonna miss him.


• Do you find yourself always having to sit facing the door? Is that a hood , being able to see something coming thing or are you just nosey?


• Twitter has become an interesting way to find out that some celebrities are actually annoying while others are genuinely fantastic people. ( www.twitter.com/GaryTylone)


• It has been over a year since I've done anything sexual. I just felt the need to say that. ( shrugs shoulders)


• The photo above is Melanie Fiona. She is...uh...Dope. Click Click Click for the video to her song " Give It to Me Right"

Somebody

Explain to me what's REALLY going on with this. Did he really "challenge" Omarion, Bow Wow, Chris Brown and others to do the same thing? Hmmmm...I'm waiting on the response videos...lol..

Ummm Yeahh..

I listen before I speak out
those things protective and maybe rebellious
but those lyrics are choked through loneliness
the panic button for my honest feelings halted
a default smile is required
maybe the joke's on me
I am the commonality
maybe I'm the devil
and the devil wears caution
How the yellow gets brighter with age
makes it easier to decline
without those strangled lyrics
my default smile

Fancy

I really like that song. Actually I really like the end when the track switches and the beat drops on it. Fancy, by The Dream...

• I've been completely consumed by Facebook and Twitter which is the reason why I've been neglectful of ole blog here...my bad..



• Oh yeah and that Twitter is: Http://www.twitter.com/GaryTylone.



• Sometime last month marked my fourth year of writing this blog. I dont write as much as I used to or even about what I used to, but I do thank everyone who still drops by. I'd like to think that I kept true to what I wanted with this blog which was just an outlet and a platform for my thoughts. It has been that, and in honor of these four years, take a peek at an interview I did some four years ago with Trent Jackson. The Spaceship Has Landed



• I was in Saks the other day and came across a cologne from the brand Bond No. 9. The scent reminded me of something BD wears. ( Cue Jill Scott: "wondering if you wear the same cologne...")I can admit that I actually miss him sometimes. The good stuff of course.



• Our good blogger friend of Dreams in a Fitted ShawnQT has been apart of the group FIVEBLACKGUYS which is a Youtube Channel where 5 Black Gay men create videos on various topics and also do interesting challenges. This Sunday they will be celebrating a one year anniversary so please check that out. We do enjoy ShawnQT dont we? FIVEBLACKGUYS

I'm So Excited!!!!

MAXWELL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!